dr_fadhil

2005-08-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Just For You!!

This post is personnaly for you, sayang...i know im not the perfect boyfriend you have, but im just human who need pointers. Please forgive me sayang...This song is for you..

From 2D, PUTERI

Kau datang tanpaku sedar
Didalam kegelapan
Beserta keyakinan

Dan ku hanya bisa menyanyi
Tentang kehidupan ini
Tanpaku mengerti...

Dan... langit menjadi biru
Dengan kehadiranmu, oh sayang
Adakah ini satu cabaran
Ataupun satu pertemuan

Kau puteriku
Kau menghias ruang istanaku
Kau sentuh dan kau kucup
Tanganku...
Beri keyakinan di dalam jiwaku
Sebagai petanda kau puteriku...

2005-08-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry For Not Updating...

Its been awhile i updated my blog..hehehe...sorry guys...firstly, i want to link you all up but i dunno what ur add is...hehehe..please if you wanna me to link u up, pls type ur add...

This few weeks really has been ups and downs...exam are coming, thats the priority of my list right now..must pass all my subject..bonded mah.. :) well i think its time for me to show my critics wrong and i can do it...My classmates always been telling me that im too busy with my CCA that sometimes i will be too tired to actually focus on the lecture..well, im studying..dun worry...hehehehe...

Well,my birthday has pass....Thx to all for wishing me happy birthday on that day...hehehe...I got a nike shirt from my mum, still waiting for my sister to belanja me some Adidas goodies..hehehe..but my biggest present was from my sayang..She gave me a Ipod shuffle..i was the luckiest man on earth on that day...im so glad...i never had a music player in my life b4...thx to my sayang, i wont be bored anymore in my journey back home...hehehe...

if you all have not notice, my relationship with my sayang will go into the 6th months in august...I really hope that our relationship last, Insyallah! I will give you a letter on that day..insyallah...or a few days later..hehehe..Im happy to be by urside..You are the one who spirit me up if i were down...You gave me energy if i were tired...You are just everything...

Right now, thinking of my sayang as missing her
feel empty due to the fact that i cant msg my sayang today and tmr
wearing a jersey and 3/4 tracks pants
seeing my sayang picture when she was young...so cute...
Well, im just tired...hahahaha....i will write soon...give me topics to write...

peace out!!

2005-06-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

Its Four Months Now!!

It four months since we are together..We din planned anything today just i send her home.Before that we went to causeway pt to buy taufik's Karaoke cd.. then we went to eat at the foodcourt..we had a normal day..but im sure this sunday it will be a wonderfull day for us as we are going to the ZOO..yeah...the zoo..hahaha..well long time since i go there..i think she also long time din go there..we are going to visit the animal..hehehe...i want to see my fav creature which is the crocs...hehehe...i was interested in crocs when i was the crocs file..i also like snake...hehehe..

well today, i buy for my sayang a ring..well, i choose that ring as there is a meaning to the ring..the ring is consist of two rings joined together by two gold plated pieces..the two rings stand for two people..the two gold plated means our love and togetherness...All relationship has its own ups and downs..we overcome it with our love and togetherness which include all trust, understanding and etc.. well there are many more months years im looking forward in being with her..I LOVE you my sayang..Muackz! ^_^

2005-06-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

I Love You My Sayang

Nobody can take my sayang away from me..Not even a person playing prank call and talking nonsense shit to my gf..I will warned that person, you are one such big loser..Dun pick on my sayang..pick on me..if you dare..You better give up and come to me and apologise before i know who are you. Im angry right now to who did this..i warned you..better dun provoke anymore..

To my sayang, will miss you as im going for a 3 day in camp training... Take care okay sayang..I will msg ya if i have breaks..alright.. I love you!

2005-05-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

Take A good Rest alright sayang!

This few weeks, is really tiring for my sayang..I pity her as since last friday till yesterday, she go to school around 8 sometims 6 in the morning and only can go back around 7.30 at night..She is so tiring..Thats why i decided to sent her home everyday as im worried..I send her back even though i myself is tired..well sacrifices must be made in a relationship..Well sayang, you need not worried bout me as im worried bout your health too! hehehe..Well sayang..take a good rest..

Well i think, im getting hang to nursing life...Well Biological science was my favourite subject of cause..hehehe..My practical test for clinical is on thursday..have 4 days to study..dun noe what will come out..hmmm..hoping its blood pressure test, taking vital signs and lifting and transfer technique..hehehe..well just hope for the best..well nursing is the best!

Today, i slack at home only..never go out as i want to rest and repay back my sleep..i want to spent time with my family since i went back home late since school started..today man utd going to versus arsenal in the FA cup..man that the game to watch..hahaha..yeah..i hope man utd won..i will be wearing black to mourn on the overtaking of malcom glazer..i hate him..MAN UTD IS A PEOPLE CLUB..NOT YOURS..

To my sayang:

Three months now
We are together
Going stronger every day
Loving you more as days pass
Days will be months
Months will be year
i hope we are together
Till the end of time
i love you
Nobody know how much i love you

2005-05-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not Updating!!

I been not updating for the pass half a month of so..So so so sorry guys..well..im so busy..The last week, from monday to friday, i reach home around 11-12 pm and i must be in school at 8 am the next day..so i cant used the net...haiz..well now its public holiday, i take this opportunity to blog..I been sponsored by Tan Tock Seng.. Its official now..hahaha..yeah..Why i am busy, hmmm...basically, two things..NYPsilat and NYP malay cultural group..been busy with these two..My silat because there is many trainings days as competition is coming..For My malay cultural group, there is nw production coming..haiz...im so sorry..i also see my sayang at least once a week...luckily my sayang understand..i love you sayang.. seriously i sacrifice some just to see my sayang...i also going to stop soccer..last week was tired and sick..have slight flu due to not sleeping well..gtg..must do project...see ya...

2005-04-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

Busy will i be...

I have started my school yet again but as a student nurse now..Just now was day one..It was okay ah except chaotic ah when buying the books..hmmm..Must carry 26 sets of books..each set consist of 7 books..wow..thats alot..hahaha...lesson was okay as it was just an introduction...But im sure it gonna get tough as weeks passes by..i hope i can manage..For that to happen, i might be busy always studying at home or doing research at school library...What i must say is that i gonna be pretty busy this weeks..BUt i assure you guys that i will have time for you all..For my sayang, im sorry that if i will be busy as weeks goes by..I will manage my time to fit ur schedule too..You are the most understandable person i seen and met..Thanks sayang..i LOVE u...i sacrifice for you..I will step down soccer...this is my decision..It will be hard for me to do what i passion about all my life but i my passion of playing soccer have drop since i know im joing nursing...Its my decision and im making a hard one..And i yet to tell my soccer coach..I see how i will tell him..haiz..

my soccer story begin when i was in primary 1 when i started kicking..But that time it was just kicking cans or tennis ball..My passion grew and i start playing everyday of my primary school days...I start out being a goalkepper..It was primary 4 when my friends told me that im the best goalkepper in the level..i was motivated to play for the school team..Was selected at primary 5 but didnt play the first eleven as i lost out to a taller guy..well primary 5, i just was a bench warmer but thats started all..Cikgu Shihab begin to train me..i was full of energy..sacrifices paid of..my parent dun allowed me to play for school but i was rebel to them..i still play..Primary six i play the first eleven..I was only sad when i cant come for the semi final as i cant cabut madrasah...haiz..when was in secondary school , i was nurture into a defender by my coach MUSTAPHA..he seriously is one of the best coach..he coach me to play in defence and anysides...he also trained me to be a defensive midfield..There my passion grew..i started playing regularly and was having a life of the student in the singapore sport school now..sleep, eat and study soccer..hahaha..But well, i must say goodbye to it..haiz..i doing it for my good so i should be glad..

I hope you guys support me...yeah!As for my sayang, happy 2nd month anniversary on the 16th april..i hope we will be together till the end of time..i love ya..

2005-04-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

Monday is the Big day for me!!

On monday, i have an interview with the National Healthcare Group for the diploma in nursing sponsorship..Im right now preparing for it..very nervous..still have 3 days to get ready...my read back my comm skill book..hahaha..Well on that day, im a very busy person..Early in the morning, must wake up and go to school to collect my medical report that i requested from the admission office..By monday, i must finish the storyline which i like to do..i have a lot of idea in my mind..just need to write it on a pieces of paper..i think by today the essay with be done...but i hope that my idea can be combine with heikal idea..

Tmr, early morning will follow sayang to TP to watch bhumiband live in action..hehehe..well im hooked with bhumiband song..especially the song DIA..correct sayang? hehehe... Pertama kali ku bercinta bercinta..hahahaha...after that i think i cant send her back home..see first..as i have soccer tmr at 5.30 at old chua chu kang road near the civil defence academy and also the cemeteries...Tmr will test if i regain my form back..i hope so ah..i think i dun have the power like last time..i hope to regain back..seriously as i wanted to play for the inter-con this coming...i miss last yr inter-con due to some technical fault...haiz...i hope i can last the whole day..will have a tiring day tmr..

Will i survive without my parent? hmmm...i would i like to noe...and i will know this coming june as they are going for a small haj..and i will be staying home alone with my siblings...will i not fight with them? will the house be in one piece after my parent come back? all are qns marks..hahahaha...till then...adios de amigos..

2005-04-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

Im alright!

Im alright already...only a few cough here and there...thanks to my sayang for bring me to the clinic and brought me a mango cake...yum yum yum..hehehe...i was at the clinic for longer than one hour..the clinic was so cold, i was shivering luckily my sayang was here to make me warmth but still it was too cold and we step to the lobby where it was warmer..hehehe..i was inside the doctor room only a few minutes and i was out..the patient before me have a longer time even though they never look sick..hahaha..i was pissed off..sort of...

Yesterday, i when for soccer..i was having breathing difficulty as i was coughing all the way of the game..haiz..but our team have a good game..we drew 2-2 with bonjol's wanderer..we was able to win them...but due to some minor error we lost..i didnt get my form back as i was sick and didnt attend last two training..haiz..i hope i can attend this coming to regain my form back..i hoped so..

Pope has died...i sent the deepest condolencese to the family of the Pope and the catholic family all over the world..

Tmr, i going to eat seoul garden...yeah...hehehehe...i loved it when eating there...you have no wall for you to stop eating..i love to eat..hehehe...im going with my sayang and her sister..hehehe..yeah..will make my stomach empty for tmr..hahahaha....wanna join? hahaha...till here..will tell you wat i eat..hahaha...

2005-03-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

The feeling of sick is really sux!!

Hey..this few day really sux for me ah..as im sick..My hiccups cant stop..i have a fever, sore throat and a flu...its really sux...I cant enjoy what im doing...I dun noe if im over exhausted or i have some sickness..hmmm..i noe that hiccups can cause death...There no cure for hiccups..haiz...A few minutes my hiccups is gone but it start again..Haiz..what a feeling..i cant sleep well and i have like breathing difficulty...maybe tmr if the sickness persist, i will go and see the general practioner as advise from sayang...Then tmr i think after going to the doctor i will go to school for mcg then if im alright i will go for silat at bedok..i know i should stay home..but as always degil selalu...hehehe...just read a 30 pages long bout hiccup that does not stop for a few minutes..i must go to the doctor...there is alot a sickness related to hiccup..let hope for the best..until then...updates you guys on my hiccup...

2005-03-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

What is the world coming to?

Apa dunia ini sudah terjadi? Lagi2 di kalangan umat islam sendiri..Baru baru ini, ada seorang professor perempuan menjadi imam jumaat.. Bukan itu sahaja, makmumnya adalah perempuan dan lelaki..Dah tak masuk akalkan?Dia kata dia nak fight women right..Tapi dia permain-mainkan hukum syarak islam sendiri...Dan ironinya adalah dia professor dlm ajaran islam..Dia telah mencetuskan kemarahan kepada community islam sedunia...Aku tak nak lah komment tentang benda ini sebab dia dah terang2 sudah buat kesalahan besar dari sudut islam..Tapi orang yang mengikutnya(makmum) pun bodoh...Lelaki yg sembahyang pun agaknye ingat professor it adalah seorang perempuan atau mereka semata-mata bodoh...ish ish ish... Apa dah nak jadi nie?hmmm...well dun wanna comment more..just to say haiz....

I welcome Qai back to Singapore safe and sound..He went to aceh for a volunteer works..Hearing his story really motivate me to be a better person in life..We he bring back some souvenier but its personnal...i read some letter the children gave to him..It touched my heart... They also gave him precious things..the things is a warrantee that he is coming there again..yes he is goin again this june..well good luck to him..im just proud of him..well congrats Qai..

Well, yesterday i had the worst soccer game ever..and maybe one worst day of my life..Firstly, i did not play that well during the league game..terible game..i gave myself a rating of 3 out of ten for yesterday game..i struggle almost everytime...I was sub out during the second half..i knew that i was going to sub out...i deserve to be substituted....well i hope to have a better game next week... The most worst day of my life is where i lost a precious necklace..it was a gift from my sayang..i almost breakdown..im very very sorry to loose your gift..i promise that i will buy it and will kept it and not to be recklace..

Until now...

2005-03-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

One Month have pass

One month had pass on 16 march 2005..Thats our one month anniversary...This what i said to her a month ago that started this epic journey..

Me: Keris ukiran sri mersing
Lambang semangat seorang pahlawan
Hajat kekanda ingin menyunting
Bunga yang mekar diruang bayangan

Her: Hajat kekanda ingin menyunting
Bunga yang mekar di ruang bayangan
Apakah pasti orang yang asing
Menjadi idaman dalam pelayaran

Me: Sudah lama kekanda belayar
Bernakhoda sendirian tanpa berteman
Sudah pasti adinda adalah orangnya
Mengisi kekosongan hidup kekanda sepanjang zaman

Her: Bunga yang mekar dia ruang bayangan
Telah disunting jejaka idaman
Sudi bersama dalam pelayaran
Moga hubungan 'kan berkekalan

I know its sound old when i did that... but i was in a mood of all this poem, poetry as of the Gema Puisi Artistik thing..hahaha..yes i stole the first poetry from my school script..hahaha...sorry ah!hehehe...Its one month and 3 days..hahaha...How happy i am..yeah..hope it wont be shortlived.

2005-03-10T10:52:00.000+08:00

BE YOURSELF!!!Hate It!!

I hate okay...There is scam going on in my tag board...there is some people out there who are trying to me and others...why are you scared to be yourself? im just pityfull to these people who have no name and use other people name and tag on ppl tagboard...I already give people to enjoy their right to say in my tag yet some people go and spoilt it and used other ppl name..To those who are guilty, if you are not happy with me. Let settle it..give me a call at 91000824...Im waiting for your call..okay...We can sit down and talk...But if you dun want, they too bad you dun have guts to settle it or in simple word YOU ARE SCARED...It ur choice.. If you are not scared, come we settle the problem...In the first place, i dun noe you, so why should i have a problem with you...right? i guess you are simply jealous with me? haiz.... PEOPLE now a days... I think if you have people like 'YOU', the world with never stop having wars... I think you have characters of mr bush, hitler, the israelis, and some others who are guilty of genocide... People like you should be punish..but im giving you a chance to either settle it or get lost...you are not wanted...

2005-03-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

Sayang Dia...

Now, as im writing this entry im listening to the music of ruffedge "Bila Rindu". Right now im resting myself..So that i have enough rest in order for my to have a great time with my sayang on the days to come..I also have my soccer and silat trainings..Therefore, i must have enough rest as i dun wanna my soccer training and silat training to affects me when im with my sayang..hehehe...Well sayang, thanks for your understanding..You are great!

I totally forget that my cousin is getting married this saturday. Sorry amirah, that i cant follow you all to the teater kami production... So sorry...

For those who do not know, Im attached to a special lady...And this is for you...one of my writings.

Everything
That i have achieved
Will not be as great
As i achieve you
You that come into my life
Light it up with ur Heart and soul
Cheer me up with ur sweetness
You that i loved
The name will carved deep in my heart
As you are now
Everything for me

Yesterday, when to watch hitch with my sayang. It a very good and funny show..The show is bout a guy who gave consultation on man who is in love with a women but dun noe how to start it off or is scared to make the first move...He some how give tips on how to hook up with the women but he only give advices to men who is really in love not to jerks who just wanna hook up with girls for a night stand. Then he fall in love with a writter of a news paper..She believe that all men is all jerks but somehow both of them fell in love..dun wanna spoilt those who have not watch..So why wait? Go watch in now...just reach for ur wallet and go to ur nearest Cinema..hahaha...I give hitch 8.5 / 10...hahaha...

2005-02-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

GPA LOST!

Well.... Last saturday was the gema puisi artistik 2005 preliminary rounds...And we lost..I was quiet devastated and there was no one to be blame as we put up a good show..maybe we lack the X factor..haiz....all are perfect except that the keyboard that i was playing cant be heard...I was standing there like a stupid person playing it...I apologise to everybody especially to heikel, that i put a sad face after hearing the result..i was just disappointed that what i sacrifice and hard work didnt paid off...Well im the winner type of person..i will take defeat but i will be sad at first and then i will think about the defeat and put it as a learning lesson for me..dun worry guys, the GPA defeat is already behind my thoughts...i now trying to think and ponder why we are defeated..Now for pusaka seni, we must stay together as one and work hard to shine the name of PUSAKA SENI...I can see the talent in you guys...all of them...if we work hard, all can be achieve...We are already winners as i get praises from other school that saying we should be in there....Well guys, lets focus on Wak production...

Well, im a happy with what i have..especially with you sayang...you care for me alot..thanks for the support you gave me at the GPA and for your loving and i love you...

2005-02-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

What a day!

What a day yesterday...hmmm...early in the morning already i must go to the clinic to get my medical check up for the school of health science as im changing course but when i see the doctor, they say they never do medical check up for school and she told me to go to the general practitioner...It is a waste of time going there...now im late for my silat training...haiz..My mum ask me to go to Tan Tock Seng for the hep B test..The medical check up i can go to any private clinic and do....

Then when for silat, luckily they have not started their training...As still got people changing into their gear..the silat training was okay and not tiring as i trained seni tunggal on saturday..hehehe..but my aim is to took up both in the up coming Silat IVP...insyaallah, i can do it..just need the confident...Then after that i follow my silat peep for a meal at BK even though i have a soccer game one hour later..hahaha..Buy the Whooper meal up size and a hersey's ice cream pie..i was hungry ah as didnt ate from morning...It was 4pm already by then..

I was late for the game...Then i took a taxi to clementi ave 6 as my game was at the methodist girl's school...I was selected for the first eleven..i was hype up as i want to impress the new coach..We won the game 2-1... I played a relatively good game..not many mistake ive made except that i din hold up the ball much when i was suppose to..But no major mistake..Pasir ris rover kept a unbeaten record in the pre season..thats is good..Next 2 weeks is our league game..and the team is in very high spirit..we are aiming to bring back the first prize..Our coach is confident too...so am i..well we see bout it...

Today, im meeting girl girl at 2 at sembawang mrt..we are going bugis...i dun noe if we are going to walk2 there or watch a movie..i noe im going to bring her to the esplanade to se ethe beautiful scenery..hahaha...it is nice if you go ther in the night..the scenery was very very nice..hahaha..will write again bout the outing...hahaha...for now peace out

Thought of the day from me: If you know, you are in the wrong, why not just confesse..dun just be silence and be an egoist...even if you have confesse up, why remain silence a though you are waiting for apology...Think... (Siapa macam chilli, rasa pedasnye)

2005-02-11T08:25:00.000+08:00

Finally the script is done..

Yesterday, we have finish the script for the Gema Puisi Artistik 2005..hahaha...Wak and Rafi say it is a very good script..hahaha..seriously i also think this script is very good..Thanks to the people who help in the making of the script..Yesterday, when to east coast park to finish the script off..Farhan did the final touches of the script..And today me and farhan gonna send the script to NYJC.Im gonna say that we are lacking of time and i dun think we dun have enough time to prepare for the GPA 2005..But im sure that everybody will b committed and we will come through...Last minute work do turn out good..ahakz..as i always do so..

Yesterday also, i went for soccer training after doing the script..i must say that abg saad is a very good technical coach..im so excited as he bring new training skill..hahaha..well i trained semagatly and put my 100% as i want to be the first eleven this saturday for the friendly..i dun noe if i have thrive it but im sure my semangatness will bring me good in way of fitness..hahaha..for the first time during training, i dun feel exhausted..hahaha..i think my fitness is improving..Now only to loose that fat at my tummy..then it would be complete...hahaha..

This is a lyrics to a special someone name "girl girl"...hehehe..nick for her..ahakz..

Bila Rindu by ruffedge

Dikeheningan malam,
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Chorus

Bila rindu,
Terkenang mu sayang, terasa sayu,
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam,
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang,
Aku rindu,
Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu,
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini,
Bawa ku dalam pelangi,
Melepasi batas diri ini.

Jauh angan ku lena
Kurasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila terjaga semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua

Chorus

Bridge

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih
Sabar insyAllah kita akan Bertemu semula

Spoken words

Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi S
eperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping di setiap corong
Lorong yang lohong
Benar ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi

Chorus

2005-02-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

Reminiscence of the past few days

Well, not been updating for the past few days..This will be the blog update of what i have been going through this few days...

Well monday, i went out with girl girl..hehehe..i wake up early in the morning but didnt slept back as i was watching the clock pass by as i noe if i slept back, i will be late to meet her..I went to meet her under her block at 11am..hehehe...her house is very very near with sembawang MRT.. We then head to Plaza Singapura where we watch Finding Neverland..It wast a marvelous story...It was the story of how the story peter pan is found..Well i almost cried as there is one part where it touched my heart..Well, i enjoy the movie..Didnt regret choosing that movie..To be said, it was a romantic movie date..hahahahaha...After the movie, we headed to Far east plaza where we eat there..Girl girl didnt eat much but she say she was full..i was so call shocked that she eat like 1/3 and say she is full...hahahaha...She eat roasted chicken rice and bandung drink while i ate hokkien mee and Sprite ice as the drink..By then it was like 4 pm..That day with her was cut short as i have a MCG meeting of the GPA competition..luckily she understand and she doesnt mind...Well, its good to have a understanding person right by your side..hehehe..
At the MCG meeting...we are discussing bout how to make our own script...hahaha..then we start from the intro..we waste time on jokes ...hahaha..but thats is fun..the jokes..to me that really make us really close..We do until it was 30% done...Then we when back as i think almost all is tired...hahaha..
On tuesday, Arrafi,idah, wak ,raudha, heikal and me met and do the script again...The build up of the script on that day really good..hahaha..we joke but we conentrate on the task in our hand..hahaha..i borrow my friend lap top so that we can type straight and save it into our computer..I think we done almost 75% of the script...well the rest we will do on thursday, the last day we can make our script..ahakz...
On wednesday, it was ma'al hijrah 1426...when to expo to help out with my ustaz as he is doing a function there...well it a success...and now im tired and still writing this..tmr i going to meet farhan and we are going to east coast and finish the script...hehehe..well till then...im tired already...give me chance ah...write again..hahaha...

2005-02-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

Tired to the max

Today got silat training.. Was late bout 15 mins all due because of me supposely but turn out that the person whom i meeting also late..so it her fault la..hahahaha...When to silat reached bout 10.10 am.. After everyone change, we went for a jog around school with hidayat leading the way..Then saw abg Nana..Thats when all started..He ask us to run round the carpark then sprint..it was tired ah but i did not go for silat for so long and i can endure and sprint quite well was relatively shocking..hahaha..praised my self...paisey...after that when to the Judo room where we have technique training..It was well done..I am impressed with the technique that abg nana tought...he is a good coach..very different..then after training abg nana ask who want to play seni..I straight away say i want to play as i want to get the seni skill...i already know some of the solo and group steps..why not finish it off and remember it so that i can teach the rest..Well if i am not selected in the fighting team, i am not disappointed ah as i thought this year i take a year off of fighting but my heart want to play both...Therefore im trying for both and going for the selection..I am going to trained on my own for fight as in the physical and stamina but will come for saturday training for techniques...ok..enough of that... after training, some of the pesilat including me and abg nana decided to go to bugis and eat at the food court opposite swenson's bugis..i had steam chicken rice as i want to lower my weight and also keep fit..But i dun know that i was going to be late for my soccer training at pasir ris and i din bring my equipment with me..haiz..after eat straight i when home and cycle in a fast pace to the pitch..

At the pitch, i met the new coach..At first i thought it is the same as Abg jo..But later when i join in, he is the same as my secondary school coach, Mustafa..Abg jo now take care of the goalkeeping coach..Very well, i can see where this club is heading..I cant give my best for that training session as i was too exhausted but i give all my best...In the fitness part, i try to keep up but my back strain and i kind of give up during the last set.. Well we have a post mortem after the training..Abg saad and abg jo talk to us why they must push us and have a tiring fitness...Then when Abg saad say and i quote "EVERYTIME I JOINED A COMPETITION, I PLAY TO WIN," that is when i think he is a very very good coach..By saying that he have burn the energy to be under his takings..im glad that he is a coach who want glory for the team..If im selected for first eleven, i will play all my best...But i dun think i cant unless i totally perform next training as i have not been coming for training..

When i return home, i got a letter from NYP bout my transfer..My transfer have been accepted..I was glad but at the same time as i have to leaved my friends that i have been joking and having fun for the past one year..I will sadly miss them..

2005-02-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

ACAD TEST SUX!

Just now i have a auto cad drawing test..I sux big time..the first qns was to draw the three view drawing.. Front view and top view was easy as it was given the side view gave me a headache..Luckily, thanks to trisna i know how to draw as she relatively shout out what is the line that have been making ppl confuse..hahahaha..Then the next two drawing bout isometric drawing make me dun like drawing...So troublesome..i think i do the drawing right but was not that nice..Not like NOH's drawing..After the test, me,amin and noh go to the 7th level to pray like we always do..I was late actually to meet girl girl... I skip material science lecture as it was so so damn boring..

Then girl and I went to Junction 8.. We walk round junction 8...now i noe that junction 8 was small.. It took us bout 15 mins or so to walk round but we took a couple of round..while walking, we talk and talk and talk..hahaha...Then we bored of the place, we then go to north point as it is still early to go back..I was so surprised yet again that NorthPoint was more smaller than i thought..hahaha...just spend 1/2 hours there before going to a blk at Sembahwang..there, we sat under a blk near SunPlaza park..We talk there while watching four kids play soccer at the multi purpose hall.. It reminded me of the time me and my friends played soccer near my old place.. There is went IS's soccer ball was confiscate and he cried.. and also my ball was confiscated by the Police when we run away when the police came..hahaha..such notorious kids we are..hahaha..But now we play once a while at 'Elite Lane' as a Team..I think there gonna be a game right...if not wrong..

Tmr, going to go for Silat at my school...I traing full forced as i long time never train...will be getting lazy if i never go for training..hahaha...Will run tmr if im correct..yeah...im excited for tmr..hehehe..Counting the seconds to training time..hahaha..

I think now only some who noes bout my blog..will pass the msg around..will do...yeah yeah yeah...

2005-02-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

YEAH FINALLY!

yeah..finally..my blog have done..hahaha..im glad..well..im happy..will start writing..hehehe..best!

me...opening a new chapter in life

2005-01-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

well , opening a new chapter in my blog life...closes the old one due to some reason...this few weeks have been a sombre mood for me..i dun noe why..maybe im changing course...well im abit sad that if the transfer goes well, im gonna miss my buddies in CPT 0401...i really have click with them...now it time to part..i will shed tears when i leave but you guys must continue without me.. without me you still can make it...it just one part of the class will be gone...miss ur noise, ur questions, ur competiveness...basically everything...it gonna be different without you guys by my side..i would me out in the open without any help from you guys...i will be wondering if i will ever get the same class mates as you all..the memories i will remenicense...i thought of staying with you guys till our journey is over but i just couldnt as interest win over my heart...now i only could say sorry for the wrong doing...hope in working with you guys again..CPT 0401 will always be in my hearts...special warm thanks to best buddies muhaimin, noh, jasper, jane and stephanie...i wont forget the time we spent together..i will cry but you all must support me and turn ur back on me so that i wont change my mind...